Sunday, September 26, 2004

colorgenics results for this evening:

You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognize the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.

All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.

Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety and you are distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationships. You feel you are not appreciated by those who matter to you. You are attempting to escape into a world on which you can relax and feel at ease.


friday was good, went to marks 21st :) i was well drunk cos i had champagne at marks before getting there, then drank the night away on steam boats :) ..lol i remember dancing with marks mum and an Jenny the fabulous near eighty year old that got into nine inch nails!! hee hee ooo and i remember the helium too ... i remember sing happy birthday while on helium into a video camera ... gunna regret that one .. lol it'll probably be on youve been frames or whatever at somepoint in the future :S


saturday was a very productive shopping day, i managed to get to the shops and buy all those annoying things ive not had a chance to go shopping for .then spent the night in front of the TV nursing the beginnings of what seems to be a nasty cold as well as the reminants of the hangover ... watched pleasantville which was better than i was expecting it to be

this morning i helped mike and mark move into their new house .. they've promised a housewarming .. though im sad that ive lost yet another north liverpool refuge :( but it looks like a nice house :)

got home at oneish and spent the rest of the day gradually feeling worse and sneezing .. done lemsip and honey and had a sleep but i couldnt face tea cos i feel a little ill on top of the stuffiness .. might crawl into the bath soon.

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