hmm ive just put a post in and its disappeared ... BUGGER!!
anyway, ill write it again... how sunny is it today?! ive had a lovely day ( sorry you people sat in work) ive sat out in the sun all day and its lovely. Ive been sunbathing ( and revising i promise ) and developing my tan.
Now, dont get the impression im a big tan obsessive person, im not. i just would like to not appear like a goth with the face make up on (do they still do that these days?? ive not seen it for a while) i want a tan to reflect a healthly 'glow'. i go outdoors and id like my skin to reflect that... i dont want to look like a popstar or a sunbed obsessive. what is it with that anyway?? i understand wanting a tan, but whats with the obsessiveness of everyone these days of perminently looking like they've been on a tropical holiday??
anyhoo.... ive had a nice day, and my revision is going well :D
Id also like to publically apologise to skip, i know i already have personally, but i want to here too.
Skips been great to me, supportive and well, she IS giving me a birthday i know ill remember, and shes doing that cos she knows how much it means to me. thats why i need to apologise publicly. ive let her down and it was due to a number of reasons, but they combined to produce thoughtlessness, and that shouldnt of happened. it wont again. and you were right to be angry, more so to be upset, and im glad you expressed it, cos i never realised what id done, and im glad i do, as shitty as it made me feel!!! cos i get the chance to apologise and hopefully not lose too much of your respect..
end note: im not sure what people think of my post yesterday, but im leaving it there, i considered deleting it cos i suppose i come accross as odd.. im worried about that. but its a challenge to me to have my feelings on the outside so its staying.. i just hope you dont think im a wierdo.. but then im not really sure this gets read !!! ah well off to do more work ..... ..... well i might surf the net a while but then i WILL go do work ... *honest*
anyway, ill write it again... how sunny is it today?! ive had a lovely day ( sorry you people sat in work) ive sat out in the sun all day and its lovely. Ive been sunbathing ( and revising i promise ) and developing my tan.
Now, dont get the impression im a big tan obsessive person, im not. i just would like to not appear like a goth with the face make up on (do they still do that these days?? ive not seen it for a while) i want a tan to reflect a healthly 'glow'. i go outdoors and id like my skin to reflect that... i dont want to look like a popstar or a sunbed obsessive. what is it with that anyway?? i understand wanting a tan, but whats with the obsessiveness of everyone these days of perminently looking like they've been on a tropical holiday??
anyhoo.... ive had a nice day, and my revision is going well :D
Id also like to publically apologise to skip, i know i already have personally, but i want to here too.
Skips been great to me, supportive and well, she IS giving me a birthday i know ill remember, and shes doing that cos she knows how much it means to me. thats why i need to apologise publicly. ive let her down and it was due to a number of reasons, but they combined to produce thoughtlessness, and that shouldnt of happened. it wont again. and you were right to be angry, more so to be upset, and im glad you expressed it, cos i never realised what id done, and im glad i do, as shitty as it made me feel!!! cos i get the chance to apologise and hopefully not lose too much of your respect..
end note: im not sure what people think of my post yesterday, but im leaving it there, i considered deleting it cos i suppose i come accross as odd.. im worried about that. but its a challenge to me to have my feelings on the outside so its staying.. i just hope you dont think im a wierdo.. but then im not really sure this gets read !!! ah well off to do more work ..... ..... well i might surf the net a while but then i WILL go do work ... *honest*
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